I may have shrugged off my current emotional ties but I still have habit. Habit drags me back to the same fantasies despite the fact that I have no heartfelt commitment to it. I turn to the same fantasies, finally, when all else seems pointless and barely worth the effort. I have been practicing this fantasy for months and it may take a while to free myself from it. I dream of you too, but for once it is not a dream of panic although there is an element of pointlessness and frustration.
I have sex in the wind and the hackles rise on my lower back and you are there with us, despite myself but I am almost free of you now. Won't be long till you are ditched as easily as you would ditch me.
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