They do not think of you as a sexual being. Always remember that. You are colour and movement. You are entertainment. You are something to bring up in conversation at a party, a show and tell. When they speak to you they are speaking to you without imagining you in any kind of compromised position. When they read the sex you write they are replacing you in their imagination with the kind of girl that they would like to see with her clothes off.
They are not thinking about you. They will never think about you. And if they stumble upon you masturbating in the lounge room when you thought that nobody would creep up to the door, then they will fall back quickly, they will work at erasing the memory from their minds. They will not evoke you later in their bedroom when their flesh is restless. Never for a moment imagine that this will happen.
You think about them almost constantly, undressing them, turning them over, observing all their various shapes and colours. You are pleased with all and anything that they have to offer you. But they will never think about you.
Keep this foremost in your mind and they will never disappoint you.
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